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| this is where i kinda just ramble,there will be small life updates and rants here and there. i dont think i can imagine myself venting here but ill rather you look out for sensitive content which i will list above the blog content!
do remember my humor can be obscene!! so i may crack some weird jokes, you have been warned otherwise.
DECEMBER 2025
explore the mind of rifle. 
12.2.25 | djhdfkddkhfkdoldd
hi im rifle im back with my monthly blog i deadass forgot how november went icl but i just know i did a lot of comms that month and im pretty happy i am getting them done faster than i usually do and i made alot of money HOW JOYOUS
I also made enough to order me a numbskull plushie so that im excited for!! im gonna assume itll come late decemeber but im very positive itll come before my birthday hopefully smiles
im gonna be working to buy my sweet boyfriend christmas gifts this december though i already got a list of things i wanna get him i just need to organize everything EHEHEHE im so excited i really love him OUGHHH #thankgodforkavan
I also noticed the influx of attention ive gotten which i really appreciate thank you so much guys it allmeans alot im so happy!
thats all i have i think sorry I know boring fucking blog update RIFLE OUT
11.6.25 | i love my BF + UPDAT i think and numbskull birth soon
HI i forgot to make a blog post on this thang, ummmm well right now im with my boyfriend hes with me irl for the 3rd time im so happiful hes so soft and i like cuddling with him so much im living the life
I just got done having a late night drive with him and it was really nice. We were talking about ocs on our drive and history fuckkkk i really like talking to him, he makes me so happy more than anything which is so funny because i remember when an ex friend called our relationship unhealthy meanwhile we both are the happiest we have ever been in our lives, ITS WONDERFUL. he means so much to me shoutout jjunkjaw on instagram
right neow hes sitting in front of me drawing his oc god hes so talented i love kavan art life is wondeorus im so blessed to have such a beautiful boy like him
as far how I've been doing lately in these months I have my ups and downs, im getting into art therapy soon and honestly, I NEED IT i feel like for the beginning of the year and last year ive been acting like a retard and i have been guilty about it sometimes. and its not only embarassing for me but its just EUGH i'm not tryna vent about it or anything considering this is like public n shit and likeee in my thing i literally said this blog moreso isnt supposed to be some vent diary or something i just like talking out of my ass i think. Regardless im glad im getting help soon, in a way despite all the guilt it feels good that I know im acknowledging my wrongs instead of creating false delusions to run away from it, and getting help for it! I appreciate everyone who supports me on my journey and understands me too, I was a retarded 16 to early 17 year old and im confident that i wont attempt to be a danger to myself or anybody else anymore because of what i was convinced was ok by others
ENOUGH of the deep talk or whatever 9 MORE DAYS UNTIL NUMBSKULLS BIRTHDAY oh man can you believe it one year of numbskull ive been loving this fucking guy for a year i love him so much, i never had a fixation on an oc for this long, i love him to death even though hes like extremely terrible but it ok LOVE NUMBSKULL
10.3.25 | pre website release blog thing or somn
hi im rifle its like almost 5 am in the morning rn and im coding this website as i am typing. IDK WHAT TO SAY
currently i am fixated on my oc clover hes sooo cute , and a good few people in my oc server like him to so that makes me glad
i didnt forget about numbskull though oh my god nigga im about to oc schizoramble
i actually made a drawing of numbskull trying to get some sort of reassurance that hes still the favorite main oc mascot or whatever and wont get the stupidass treatmeant those who know
numbskull is a really. annoying and egocentric character, so logically if he knew he was currently my most iconic oc right now that would probably get to his head so quickly and would get jealous so easily if i focus on another character and do anything to gain that attention back!!! which is usually shocking shit cause. hes a freak and i HATE HIM. shakes fists
anyways
i like the little detail of him standing on his tippy toes even though me and him are not far in height im like two inches taller than him but i like to imagine him shorter than he actyally is its just funny
anyways ummmm this was a test blog anyway even tho i did end up rambling idk what else to put HAHHAHHAHA
sooooooo yeah by the time you geniunely see this itll be like possibly months later or maybe sooner idk depends on when i actually complete this website i most likely will release it half assed anyway; i just wanted my shit to have content cause its been empty with that fuckass numbskull eating a sandwich for months now but IM WORKING IM WORKING !!
